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Monday, September 5th, 2005

Subject:[New]
Time:2:17 am.
Mood: lonely.
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Wednesday, August 31st, 2005

Subject:[Rock_Bottom]
Time:11:41 pm.
Mood: rejected.
A chip in the glass, but these crystal lined bones wont break and shatter in to the fragile center of it all...

Nothing ever works right.


Take me home.

To that windy city.

To the beautiful people I once knew.

To that city I've fallen in love with.

To the place where I was first kissed.

To those loving arms of hers.

To the people I love.

To that pretty hose.

Take me home.




I've become pathetic.

Hopeless.

Dependent.

Lonely.





END.
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Tuesday, August 30th, 2005

Time:11:17 pm.
Mood: disappointed.
Difficult not to feel disappointed and passed over...

I give up.

I thought I could stick to her.

I thought maybe I can wait and happiness would be right around the corner...

I seem that my thoughts were wrong.

They always are.

...You dont see me, you dont, you dont, you dont see me. You dont see me, you dont see me at all...


Pathetic...


We were never meant to be...

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Monday, August 22nd, 2005

Subject:[Getting_Lost] AGAIN!
Time:11:47 pm.
I suck at getting lost.

I freak out way to much!

Anyway I guess its fun.

Just not when your on a strict time schedule.

Blah.

Whatever.

END.
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Time:2:45 pm.
Mood: BAWLS!.
So not much is going on.

I've been spending my last few days of summer hanging out with the people who count.

Jason, Kyle, Joe, Amanda, Keri, and so forth.

I've met some fun people.

Like Jessi(cah). And Amanda. And so on, etc., etc.

This summer has been pretty good to me.

I've got some great friends and all that.

And I like it here, although I would like to visit back home before summer ends...

But thats not to likely.

Oh well.

I've fallen in love with the CD Machina/Machines of God, by Smashing Pumpkins.

Its beautiful!

Anywayyyy I'm off. Extremely bored!
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Friday, August 19th, 2005

Subject:[Neon]
Time:11:38 pm.
Mood: hyper.
"She comes to me in a neon world..."


Blah... Sitting here bored... Really bored.

Kyle kicked me out for some "alone time" with Jessi.

Oh well.

Let him have his fun, he deserves it.

[This isn't sarcasm either.]

Being in this house isn't very fun though.


::Sigh::


I'm kind of dissappointed that I didn't get to see her tonight.

Oh well.

All I can say was that last night was possibly the best ever.

No one has ever fallen asleep in my arms, and in a way it was moving for me.

I'm head over heels.

And I love it.


I just wish things would become complete.

But I'll wait...

I shall have to.
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Subject:[3_Libras]
Time:12:05 am.
Mood: loved.
Tonight was absolutely beautiful.

I've never been so head over heels...

I feel whole.

Complete.

Warm.

I dont think it can get better than this...




End.
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Wednesday, August 17th, 2005

Time:12:31 pm.
Mood: Hung over..
Quad hangovers aren't to fun.

Oh shit.

I'm dizzy as hell.

And have a headache.

But best of all.

I can't remember shit about last night.

All I know, is that it was fucking great.




P.S. Jason, No one took your car.

And you should know, I was glued to the couch, so I couldnt have.

And Kyle and Joe wouldn't screw you over like that.

ANYWAY...


I make my leave because...

I feel like shit.

P.s again,

I lied.

Sorry Mr. Miller. I didn't know until after I wrote this entry.
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Sunday, August 14th, 2005

Time:12:07 am.
Mood: stressed.
I went for the close of this incomplete halo.

And it remains open.

One "dilema" stands in the way to the path of heaven.

And I shall solve it...



Nothing gets in my fucking way when it comes to a situation like this.

I'll hopefully get my halo and wings...



No. I fucking will.
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Saturday, August 13th, 2005

Time:12:17 pm.
Mood: determined.
I am confident now and would like to close this circle.

This one will be good, I just have this feeling.

At this point if I wait until after the climax (So to speak),

I'll lose what I've built up.


So thus concluding this entry.






Wish me luck.
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Tuesday, August 9th, 2005

Subject:[Fragility 2.0]
Time:7:39 pm.
Mood: flirty.
Last night was good.

End of story.

Got to spend it with the besterest people.

And felt good again.

Glad you had fun mister Miller.
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Tuesday, August 2nd, 2005

Time:6:47 pm.
Mood: irritated.
I got a speeding ticket...

God damn...

I feel really bad for getting one.

I guess all I can say.

It was pretty fun beforehand on the bumps heh heh.

Fucking pig was a dick to.

He wouldn't even let me off with a warning.

Damn nigger wanna be piggy Mc pig fuck, mother fuckin ass licking gay loving homosexual fuckhead to the max power cunt.
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Sunday, July 31st, 2005

Time:10:24 pm.
Mood: blank.
Blah. Sorry for the shitty party.

Too much drama
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Thursday, July 28th, 2005

Time:12:44 pm.
Mood: accomplished.
Atlantic city for a day! WOOOOO!

Be back tomorrow.

call the cellular device.

Bonfire Saturday at 7.

Bring gifts or Kyle and I will slit some throats.

Cause its our birthday!
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Wednesday, July 20th, 2005

Subject:Sand Castle
Time:11:09 pm.
Mood: accomplished.
Went over to Jason's with Kyle, actually practiced and progressed.

We actually finished a whole song.

What an accomplished feeling I have right now.

...........

Kyle and I loaded up some boxes and dropped shit off at the apartment.

The move is soon.
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Thursday, July 14th, 2005

Subject:Broken toy.
Time:11:03 pm.
Mood: aggravated.
I hate myself for liking her again.

THAT IS ALL.
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Monday, July 11th, 2005

Time:1:50 am.
Mood: amused.
And the urge was so great...

Its so hard to not lose control.

But just like everyone else, I did...

And it keeps devouring me more and more.


Anyway... I got my license Saturday.

Its so cool, I have been driving the past two days straight.

Saturday I hung out with Jason and Joe. It was pretty fun.

Yesterday I picked up Kyle and Jason in hoped of seeing the fantastic 4.

The plans foiled due to lack of money.

We went to that shitty mall, Target, and then decided to pick up Amanda.

We dropped Jason off, and then went to Wal*Mart.

Picked Jason up again, and then came back to my place.

We just chilled out and had fun.

We left and that was it, I took everyone home, abd then returned to my home.

I've had a blast.


I've felt decent lately... its just that little itch in my head, telling me something...

A M I A L O N E ?

A M I L O S T?

When can I finally scratch it?

I need S O M E O N E . . .

EDIT!

Which Family Guy character are you?
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Friday, July 8th, 2005

Subject:I am a rockkkk chica!
Time:12:58 am.
Mood: bitchy.

Which Rock Chick Are You?
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Saturday, July 2nd, 2005

Time:12:54 pm.
Mood: crazy.
"White slave trade starts over here behind this fat bitch here!"
-Jimmy Urine-

All I have to say, Mindless Self Indulgence was so awsome.

I'm glad I got to see them.

The opening bands were Bella Morte (Great by the way)

Suicide City (Amazing,and Jen took her shirt off w000t)

It was my first show. Kyle and I left to the bar, cause Kyle dropped his glasses.

I tried to barracade him in a small circle with all my strength, I'm glad he was okay, I just feel bad his glasses got crushed.

So the played Backmaskwarning! right as I lit up my cig, and I got so pissed off that I wasn't in the crowd.

So I told Kyle, I'm going to try and weasle my way up to the front and watch the show.

He doubted me, I made it 2 rows of people behind the rail! Hellz Yes, I stood there crushed XD.

I got sucked in to the pit for about two seconds XDDD it sucked, I had to hold onto Kyle and Jason for dear life.

The show was just a blast, I would so see them again.
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Wednesday, June 29th, 2005

Subject:M i s s i l e
Time:2:29 am.
Mood: lonely.
So you came like a missile,
Falling on my head with the black sky,
Think you're giving but you're taking my life away

Then you came with your breeze blocks,
Smashing up my face like a bus stop,
Think you're giving but you're taking my life away

Like the drunk you convinced was sober,
You keep me falling over,
Think you're giving but you're taking my life away

With the best of intentions,
You tried to give an ocean directions,
Think you're giving but you're taking my life away

So you came like a missile,
Leaving me the whole world in exile,
Think you're giving but you're taking my life away

Like the drunk you convinced was sober,
You keep me falling over,
Think you're giving but you're taking my life away

-Sometimes a song is all you need to describe how you feel...-
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